Assalamualaikum..:(
...aku tak taw nak cite kat sape untuk hilang kan rase sedih nie..tak henti-henti air mata nie keluar.Bukan aku nak mintak simpati sape-sape..just nak luah kan kat blog aku..Tak salah kan..
Aku confius samada aku salah or sebaliknyer..ntah la..setiap orang tak kan mengaku kesalahan sendiri kan..setiap orang,MEANING termasuk la aku sekali..Maybe aku salah bagi nasihat kepada kawan aku..Awak-awak,saya cuma bagi nasihat jer,tak bermaksud apa-apa pun..
Ramai kawan aku cakap aku nie hati batu or orang yang xde perasaan,sejak sekolah sampai lah kat uia nie..Muka aku memang nampak macam muka orang yang xde perasaan. Tipu la kalau seseorang tu xde perasaan kan..Yess,semua orang ade perasaan,cuma cara nak express kan perasaan tu lain-lain..Macam aku,aku xpandai nak mengadu kat orang yang aku nie tengah sedih,xberapa pandai nak cite problem kat orang,walaupun dalam hati nakkkkk sangat semua orang taw yang aku nie tengah sedih.Aku jenis sedih sendiri,nangis sepuas hati sampai hilang rase sedih.
Kadang-kadang tu kalau xtahan sangat,ade jugak Ternangis kat depan orang...malu sangat..
Kali nie pun same,sedih sangat sampai aku terase nak nangis dalam class physic pagi td..classmate aku pun tegur..tapi aku pandai cover...satu message yang boleh buat aku hilang focus dalam class physic pagi tadi...It's really really hurt...:( :(
Aku sedih jugak sebab tersangat rindukan my youngest brother.Sepanjang bulan puase nie,aku tak pernah lagi berbuka dengan die,sahur pun xpernah lagi..Aku balik weekend pun die xde..:( Sebab dia kat madrasah tu yang susah nak jumpa die..Dia memilih untuk jadi hafiz Quran..
Dia nak tolong ahli keluarga die masuk syurga...First time,die puase tanpa ahli keluarga..Aku taw dalam hati die,mesti die sedih sangat..Dia terlalu kecil untuk duduk kat asrama...tapi berlagak die boleh....Aku taw dia boleh,abah selalu pergi tengok die..
Aku rindu nak main bunga api dengan die..:(
Aku ade terbace dalam satu buku nie,pasal the meaning of a women's tears.Just nak share..
Why Women Cry
Watch her eyes
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman,"
she told him.
"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."
Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"
"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.
The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"
God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special.
I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.
I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.
I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.
I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.
And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."
"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."
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